Thursday, April 2, 2026

The Tea is Always Cold

After a long time, I remembered that I have this blog. So after foo-fooing the dust off of it, I write about a big update of my life. 
At the dawn of a beautiful day in August, we welcomed our little daughter, Arunima to this world. In between the congratulations and thanks and visits and feeding and burping suddenly we are in April and it feels UNREAL.
Before my sleep deprived brain forgets it all, (it's true, I feel hardly any long term memories are getting formed in there) I wanted to put together everything I felt during the newborn stage: 



Half-finished tea and the laundry's the rule
Full of the clothes that are covered in drool

Half-broken sentences, trailed in the air
Full conversations in Babynese there

Half-hearted walks through the crystalline snow
Full curious eyes seeing all there's to know

Half-messy home where the dishes are stacked
Full freezer meals for the sleep that we lacked

Half-interrupted, my thoughts drift away
Full baby moments absorbed in their stay

Half-tended plants in a garden of weed
Full joyful chaos is all that we need

Half-sleeping nights, holding the days together
Full evening cuddles that last me forever

Half-written messages that my friends never see
Full of unsolicited pictures from me

Half of my body is depleted and worn
Full is my heart since she was born


And now I go back to sip my cold tea :)