Hope- Such a pretty word!

Sitting back and relaxing on this fine Saturday afternoon, contemplating over the dearest memories of mine.

Well, that sounds way too pleasant than what it actually is!
Actually, getting roasted in this heat on this HOT Saturday afternoon, sweating and wishing for some
snowfall, here I think about the earliest of the memories I can recall.


So, in this world so uncertain, there is risk involved in everything.
However planned, organised, directed, or controlled you may be, but oops! You can never be sure of anything.
And in my case, every decision that I EVER made, was risky and every single time, only the unexpected has happened.
(This includes important things like college admission, or deciding for 2266, leaving it late and the not so important ones, which are inappropriate to publish here :P )
It may be a good surprise, or a bad one, but by now, I have been conditioned to think that whatever I think is never going to happen!
It feels very bad, when you want something, but apparently, that thing doesn't seem to want to happen!
Anyways,


Humans are very strange! A tiny piece of hope is ALWAYS alive in the tiniest corner of their hearts. It's the inner voice secretly hoping.

Ummeed par duniya qaayam hai, they say.
Even though it is being tried a lot to make it happen, this time things are not really in my hands.


So what am I going to do? I'm going to hope, pray, and sleep!
Let things take course like God wants them to.
So, did my wish fulfill or not? We'll come to know in my next post.
Then I'll either be in a super happy - jumping mode, or the usual cribbing mode
Haha!
But in the end, whatever may happen, there's one good thing.
Even though every event turned out to be opposite to what I planned, it was always good.
( Or maybe I learned to accept it as good, what do you think? )