Friday, October 18, 2013

I Wish to Wish a Wish!

I have my own secret 'sunset place' at my college. I go there sometimes.
Sit.
Think.
I'm really in love with the alone time I have there, sitting near the fountain, seeing the sun go down. This
evening I was wondering. Something.
So, like every other person, I have some wishes too. Some reasonable, some not so, and some... well ... MAD!
I thought of some of my weird wishes that I never thought would come true.
I'll tell those some time later!
Unfortunately, as expected, life is very unexpected. Hopes too shatter and dreams too break.
Here are some:

  • Ever since I was born, my one and only true wish was to become a horse. Sadly, when I grew up, I realized it cannot happen. First heartbreak!
  • I grew up a little. I wanted to see a chick hatch out of the egg. I took an egg from the fridge, wrapped it in my hankie, Kept it on the TV (so that it would take some warmth from it!). And I waited, for few weeks. Nothing happened. Second heartbreak!
  • I was 6, I started going to school. The teacher taught about trees. I wanted my own! I had very lovingly sown seeds of cherries. They never germinated. Third heartbreak!
  • I was in fifth grade. I wanted to become the class monitor. Sad. 
  • Since I was twelve, I had BIG crush on two people. I still do. I wanted to meet Zac Efron and Jesse McCartney. I still do :'( I wonder if I would! I remember I have two diaries filled. I have written lots and lots. I even watched HSM 59 times in 3 years! 
  • In eighth grade, I had started making a tree house. I had made something like a house with a door out of wood. I have no idea where that something is now! It never got completed.
  • I wanted to tell something to somebody. But before I could, she died. This became the biggest void in my life! (If only she could get to know what I wanted to say!) Ahh! But she will never. Fourth heartbreak!
  • I want to receive a LONG letter. Really long. Surprisingly, even this didn't happen! All I got till now was : Notes from my mother, when I returned from school, "This thing is in the fridge, that thing is there. Feed your brother.Take the clothes from outside if it rains." That's it. Nothing like a letter I want. I even begged some people to write to me, because I don't know why I wanted to receive a LONG letter. But, people nowadays hardly get time to breathe from their busy schedules. Let alone write a letter! 
  • I wanted to SING! But ... I cannot sing good. The only people who love to hear me sing are: my mother, some friends. Because they HAVE TO! :P
  • I want to see a porcupine. Don't ask me why. I will, some day. 
  • *This wish is a secret* :P
  • Another one is that I stop writing stupid posts, like these. But that, dear reader is never possible. Either I find something stupid to write about. Or I don't find anything at all!
If a man could have half of his wishes, he would double his troubles.
Strange, but true! 
*Disfruter de la vida*